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Tess & Laine! [23 Feb 2003|08:00am]

[ mood | loved ]

Tess (bleedingthought) took these pictures with her digital camera. While she was here, obviously. My favorite pictures of us together, by far. :D

I miss having her here. :(

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Meh. [15 Aug 2002|03:28pm]

[ mood | sugary ]

Meh. I was digging through all of my photography, trying to figure out what I should keep, and what I should toss -- and I found this picture. It's two months old, and back when I had hair. ;-; It's reminded me how much I miss my hair as it was, and how I should dance with myself more often.

dancing with myself! ohohohohohhh!Collapse )

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[14 Aug 2002|09:25am]

[ mood | apathetic ]

"I have never found a companion that was so companionable as solitude. We are for the most part more lonely when we go abroad among men than when we stay in our chambers. A man thinking or working is always alone, let him be where he will."
-Henry David Thoreau

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[31 Jul 2002|07:57pm]

[ mood | accomplished ]

beyond the darkness there was her heartCollapse )

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I felt creative... [19 Jul 2002|12:02am]

[ mood | artistic ]

and with the lack of materials on my computer, this was all I was able to come up with... I'm happy with it... for the most part. It's one of the few things that have brought me joy these days.
If you have me as a friend, you might see this twice. Sorry. :O(

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and with the lack of materials on my computer, this was all I was able to come up with... I'm happy with it... for the most part. It's one of the few things that have brought me joy these days.
<small>If you have me as a friend, you might see this twice. Sorry. :O(</small>
<img src="http://pstr-m01.ygpweb.aol.com/data2/00C/66/8A/AA/DF/uhw1e6NdRS3FSuIjdzuhdAONurl2Cq2K0174.jpg" alt "am i blue?"/>

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All dressed up with nowhere to go. [29 Jun 2002|04:12pm]

[ mood | bored and singing along ]

Kyle's gone off to work, and I'm stuck home for another Saturday evening. Funfunsillywilly.

I'm not a virgin anymore; pout.Collapse )

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[26 Jun 2002|02:40pm]

I haven't posted here in a long while, and I know that no one else really has, either. It's sad to see this community so ... empty. I just might open up membership to include whomever wishes to join, but at the same time, it'd be nice to keep it restricted to my closer friends, so that we can all be in contact with one another without fear of intruders.

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Let Me [23 Jun 2002|01:00am]

[ mood | contemplative ]

As I look to the sky
While Louie serenades "What a Wonderful World",
I sit and think of what wonder thing my mind will dream of next?

Is it that Prize winning Novel?
That new hit Song?
Or a Poem that simply moves you?

No, I'm not in the mood...
I want to go out into the world and just be.

Let my smile cause a grin;
Let my laughter be contageous-
and if I can bring you one second of happiness in your long day-

Well, then that's better than anything I could have dreamed-
and my day is completed.

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[21 Jun 2002|07:42pm]

kill & kill again; velvet poisonCollapse )

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[16 Jun 2002|03:23am]

[ mood | cold ]

I haven't posted in my regular journal in a few days, and I guess that is because I feel the same way I feel since the last time I posted:


I dred coming home sometimes, because I know I'm coming back to the void, the lonliness that I have to deal with so often.
I just want someone to be here to hold me when I need the comfort... even the person I think I could call has his phone off.
So here I return, to another night alone, curled up in a ball, leaving myself helpless to the dreams the will keep me restless and uneasy....

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[11 Jun 2002|11:09am]


dawnCollapse )

The above was just an excuse to share how gawfik my kitten isn't. ^.^

Meow!Collapse )

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Can't Sleep [09 Jun 2002|04:18am]

[ mood | lost ]

Can't Sleep...
The dreams will haunt me.
The people there will do nothing but taunt me, abuse me, and leave me there to fend for myself...
The world I once turned to for happiness once this world failed,
now falls in line with reality.
There's nowhere else to turn.
What am I left to do?

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[24 May 2002|09:35pm]

[ mood | artistic ]

The words scraped across her heart like a jagged knife over flesh. She reached out, grasping towards anything that could be had, anything she could touch that would confirm the reality of the moment. Outstretched fingers found naught but the cool, whispering air as it left his parched lips. Though nothing material she could hold, those caught syllables seared her skin. She recoiled and fell back into a ponderous oblivion -- should she stay here in this waking hour, or should she flee the scene of the crime and wander through eternity as a fugitive? He slowly faded from her sight, or maybe he just hid behind the light in her eyes, and she wept.

touch the light within herCollapse )

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[21 May 2002|08:15pm]

[ mood | numb ]

I HATE YOU! How could you just leave me? Was I that unimportant? Didn't you know that in my life you would be the one I needed most? When I was young I had no idea, but now, now that it's apparent, you still hide in your damn hole-
Do you feel safer there?
Do you honestly think no one can find you?
That you will never have to deal with all of your problems again?

It's not that easy- is it?

Face the pain alone-

as I have-

With no one to turn to but yourself.
It may appear to make you stronger on the outside- but inside, you're weak.
How long before you break?

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For Tim -- I still believe in your eyes ... [20 May 2002|10:37pm]

[ mood | missing you ]

when she's smiling,
she sees only you.
when she's crying,
she feels only truth.

when she's hiding,
she knows only cruelty.
when she's losing,
she finds only sanctuary.

when she's lost,
she knows where you are.
when she's alone,
she's with you in her heart.

when she's in love,
she pretends she doesn't see.
when she's in denial,
she clings ever more,
and you can only flee.

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[20 May 2002|05:48pm]

"A true artist needs only the mind as their palette..." ~me~

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Doot doot doot. [20 May 2002|10:34am]

[ mood | working ]

Well, I'll be arranging the layout for Get Lai'd this week. Finally, I've gotten the chance and inclination to convert my 'zine to a web format, rather than simply sending it in e-mails. However, there will only be a sample Get Lai'd available to the public. A password will be required for access to the archives and updated site. Once I've completed GL's move from e-mail to web, I'll be notifying its subscribers and giving them the password they'll need. If you would like to subscribe to Get Lai'd, e-mail me at: wingedlament@flawedproductions.net, or simply post a comment in response to this entry. I'll be sure to add you to my subscribers list!

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Careful, they're big and they might take a little bit to load. :) [04 May 2002|06:03pm]

[ mood | amused ]

anyone care to explain what's so attractive about a girl in a men's shirt? I just don't get it.Collapse )

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